Really bored!

pergh... i'm so bored today.. doesn't have work to do.. what i'm doing just now only search internet n make some research about PTD.. Get nervous when thinking of that... i only have 2 weeks for pre-pac.. waaahhh... really nervous maa.. doesn't have prepared anything.. what i'm going to do for debate soon?? and what will be going for public speaking... still have lacked of informations..

my english still not improve.. i'm scared to speak in english in front of people.. afraid that they laughing me cause the way i speak is funny.. waaa... it is so shameful u know.. :(